Tao’s QQ Zone blog post: “To my best friends”
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5 years had passed. There were a lot of changes right? Actually, I have never forget about you guys.
I can’t change the habit of writing online and changing my display picture, even if I have this kind of job.
But never mind, this is my life, I’m already used to it. All of you knows,
I’m really proud watching you guys growing up slowly, I want to go to work, have meals and go shopping with you guys together everyday,
but it seems that we still can’t do it now. I really envy you guys. I always keep on saying this, whenever I meet with you guys.
It seems that whatever I do now, there will always be a lot of people who will be watching, who will comment about it, good ones, bad ones and whatnot.
Actually, I couldn’t get used to it at first. But it’s no longer something surprising to me anymore.
The short period of three days, I spent the fastest three days with you guys, of course, that is for me. Hehe,
It felt like I was a normal person with no worries or troubles. I was really happy, really happy. That was because you guys were by my side.
Dad and mom said to me too that our home became lonesome again after I left. It seems like it.
This is for Chen*,
Chenchen, our 6 years of friendship, it wasn’t easy when we were separated for 2 years, was it? Your world, that world where you can’t hear or speak a word. I like to communicate with you using phone texting, I like to communicate with you using hand signs. I can just laugh even without saying anything when I’m with you, I’m really thankful to you.
*Tao is not referring to EXO-M’s Chen, his friend is called Chen too but with a different word in Chinese.
I really don’t dare to imagine, in these three days, I could only have meals with you, bring you out to shop, bringing you to see my parents, have you by my side, inside the car, in the hotel, at the seaside, at the cafe, you used my phone to take pictures and record everything down, I swear that, as long as I live, I won’t lose any of these pictures.
The things that I have promised you, I will definitely fulfill them. Trust me.
I will drive you to the places that you want to go, we will go and eat whatever you want to eat, we will play as late as you want in the future
The moment before the plane takes off, I was listening to music, looking at our pictures that we took, I couldn’t hold it so I cried.
Although I promised a lot of people that I won’t cry anymore, but I feel that as long as the tears flows, only then can I put my heart to go to another country to work.
And now that I have arrived, I’m preparing to start to dash to a new starting point. It should be the same for you guys too, right?
Let’s work hard together.
Maybe a lot of people still don’t understand why I’m still using QQ, using QQ zone, uploading my own photos etc like this casually when I have this kind of job.
Because. This is what I like, this is what I want to do, I will do it, no matter what kind of occupation. In private, I’m this kind of boy who is about to turn 20 years old, there will be a lot of people who dislikes and a lot of people who likes, I’m really thankful to all of you~ Letting me grow while giving me confidence.
Even if I have lost everything, my family is still by my side and I still have you guys, my six true friends, and my 11 brothers who fights side by side together with me, who works hard together with me, who live together with me and those people who love a group called EXO, aren’t these enough? I’m so contented~~
Anyway, it is fine as long as our friendship doesn’t change, it is best if it becomes better and better~ I’ll see you next time~